What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

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I want to be a boy

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

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And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

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I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

I think

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

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I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

My body my voice, especially my voice

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

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I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I want to but I can’t

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I hate it

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I can’t anymore I just hate it

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I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

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About all my friends

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

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I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

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I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

Why is it so hard to date nowadays?

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support. I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized. he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that. he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened. he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence. i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction. after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly. things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it. we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe … our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far? this has upset me so much its hard to even function.

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

and I’m such a picky eater

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I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

Why do men like low maintenance women?

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

They’re both small dogs

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

I hate myself so much

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

Likes we’re not siblings

Just wanted to put it out there

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

Idk tbh

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

And she ate half of the popcorn

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it